hey!
It has been a year and few days since I left this space,life was good ,part and puzzle of life , challenges after challenges..its indeed a tough yr preparing A for UPSR and today we have got the result, it is not up to expectation but at list w no C.
A, you can do better than this!u just need to change your mind set, your will power is not strong,you have to build confidence , am here to support..come on son, even in your squash, do not easily give up, try till your final sweat and please do not feel satisfy when you are only half way through it..please listen for your own sake, i do not want you to lead a life like me, i will continue to pray for you and M as I have only you two in this world, you will remain precious no matter what happen!
M, I fought for her to get a seat in Genius Aulad and I did it! guessed she enjoyed the school as this is her 1st yr,cranky in the morning is something that every mom will face...but she was removed from the school by the cruel F without discussing with me and the makcik hitam gemuk is cohorting with him.I was pissed off when I learnt about that.Hope Allah will have mercy on him for taken away my right or intentionally to hurt me . M was transfered in Sept to a DBKL funded kindy.the reason of transfer was a silly one!-transport problem..its ok M, mom believes in you. study and play smart my dear princess, sure success will come your way.
As promised,right after UPSR in early Oct,three of us headed to JB and SG for a break, we enjoyed the quality time together and am happy and proud of myself for able to cheer them with the short trip.Looking forward for more trips with you guys...
Nov 15,it shocked me to learn that he its moving back to PEN for good. This is totally unacceptable!!!!without consulting me!!he does not follow what was agreed upon..coward loser guy..May Allah has mercy on him to freak me with this news..am thinking of fighting for hadanah for M so that on papers, M is legally under my care ,i think i should make his life terrible too since no one is supporting me interms of talking to him or atlist shout at him so that he can come to his sensus that this country is governed by law and he cant simply do things!!!
Am still thingking and will act accordingly, I should fight for some justice for myself and for my precious ones too.. he is not fit to take care of the kids, even his family!!!
A & M,you will never understand why all these need to happen ,maybe you will when you have grown up to be good adult.Just bear in mind,i love you too and will always will, i will take care of your needs so long am fit to do so.This will remain my problems and i will deal with it like i did since the day one.
At work,I was awarded country manager first choice award , 1st class award for the employee for a piece a great job done,for my case, it was a problem turned opportunity, to me, i think i deserved it as i have been working hard all these years for the company and its my turn to be awarded. great sum RM95K.Really a wow! its for you kids!
All in all, a very great and filled year...hope that next yr is a better yr!
Till then....
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