A day before Syawal,me and kids took a flight for our balik kampung trip,(this is so called my turn to hari raya with kids) before that,preparation were as usual, buying cake,cookies,rendang .preparation for kids was made earlier before Ramadhan,duit raya and all other money matters.that is me,things are planned a head...to avoid clashes and pening kepala..i still doing the same thing like what i did before ever since i had A. Its all about the kids..the unsual thing is only my family is now shrinked to 3 from 4,balik kampung not to a home or rumah kampung but to a serviced apartment..well ,life goes on,no need to fear for the future, Allah is always with me,i must only have faith in Him.
No one knows or feels what i went through, very easy to pin point but doubt if this happened to anyone else,they can take it and handle it as cool as me..but the scars are everywhere,that i cant guarantee will fade.
Kids are ok,believed with the help from Allah, the should be able to face this as another challenging episode in thier life.
I will never leave them as they are the most precious,the greatest and valuable gifts from Allah to me.
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